I tried very damn hard to hide my emotions but you still got 2 know my real feelings...N I feel comfortable 2 pour out my sorrow 2 you...Im so thankful to have you in my life...tenkiu (",)






Sunday, December 23, 2012

Its A Beautiful Life, I'm Back ('',)


Assalam dear bloggers, dah lame jari jemariku xmnari-nari ats keyboard. Lgpun nak cari line intrnet pn ssh, tgh malam buta baru dpt line laju. Nak coretkan pun idea xmnckupi tapi trase nak update plak arini. Mungkin byk bnde yang trpendam yang ingin diluahkan. Tanpa disedari 2012 dh smpai ke pnghujung nye. Mcm2 la pngalaman manis masam masin n pahit yang telah aq alami. Pelbagai rentak, rasa dan warnanya yang aq harungi dan tidak trsngka aq smakin brusia. Oh My Prada, KEDUTAN!!!! Huhuk ;) And trust me, I've had my lesson alot whole through this year. Coming to the point,  Sabah Di Bawah Bayu. Aq scara rasminya seorang siswi UMS, Kat sini sumenye ok ok je la. Nak kate mkanan dy ok brg2 yng dprlukan pn ok, dh mmbngun ckit la drpd dlu shopping complex pn xde. At lis skrg ni de scret recipe, starbucks, kedai2 bju 'branded'. Ok la, not bad. Semester aq alhmdulillah xmemuaskan. Mane xnye, duk amek semester trbalek bikin pale aq pn trbalek. Haish. Semester prtame aq mula ngn sem 2 pas2 smbung ngan sem 1. Shuckssss..!!! Skarang ni aq amek sem 1, alhmdulillah jadual aq xpack. De mase nk stdy, de mse nk ulangkaji buat nota cndri. Not much stress. N den now, its FINAL. Few more days left for me to prepare. N I havent done much to prepare yet. Nak stdy je msti huruf ''M'' serang aq,''MALAS''. Huaaaa, menci2!!!! But I wont give up, de mse lg utk prepare. Aq yakin aq leh bt trbek, in shaa allah!! Hrp2 kli ni lpas la dpt 3 pointr above. Really hoping 4 dat >.< Nway, life aq kat kk so far so good good la ok ok la. Interesting part, de sum1 yg dh curi jntung atiku!! Auchh, my prince charming ;)  Haha. Alhmdulillah, hes always there 4 me to guide me n lead me to the right way. Feel more secure with him, always being by my side. Tq en dot dot com dot my. Heeee!! Aq ingt aq disini keseorgn but guess Im wrong. Aq de rahmat dariNYA, en dot com n some sweet giler2 frens too. So Im lucky, caak ! Walaupun awl2 bulan dlu de seorg hamba Allah yng buat aq trtekan, aq msh dpt truskn idup aq & alhmdulillah aq lg bhagie tnpany dcc. Bg aq, akn aq ibaratkn dy laki miang. Noting much to say bot him, in conclusion hes an IDIOTIC BUFFALO!!! Harapan palsu, ayat manis karat & kngn pahit cukup memadai brsameny. Alhmdulillah, Allah Maha Adil. DIA tahu siapa yang lebih layak buat aq. Benda dah pun jadi & kita xbole nk patah balik. I'm not a time machine so wat happenedin the past will stays as a past and memories. It's no point being angry, moody, sober person when you know there are many things that are way more important than being with that person. After all my future husband is thousand times better than him, idiotic buffalo. Pufff!!! Im happy n satisfied eventhough de je manusia2 yg ske mnyakitkn ati memedihkan jiwa aq. They cant see me being happy, JEALOUS! Shh Shh, fly away. Dont give a dam to you guys/gurls anymore. Yng pnting mncari kbahagiaan aq cndri walopun kbahagiaan aq lbh drumahku syurgaku. Missing my family so dam badly :( You cant imagine how close I am with my dad, mum n my big sweet family. Missing all the talks, fights and jokes. I hate being apart from them. But still thers sum1 trying their vry bst to make me smile too. My 3 swit cute looking princesses n out of my 3, my fav princess is duing her job vry well. Tq Princess Alyssha(mmg nme fb dy cmni, short form cik Liza). Te amor, muahh2!!  Bg aq, dy la penyeri aq dcni mnggntikan my baby shifana. Penyeri dikala kesunyian, kesepian n kerinduan fly aq. Shes so adorable n so fun making mate. Mcm-mcm la ktrg brkongsi, mcm adk bradk kndung je. Im fortunate enuf to have her as my daughter, my sister, my rummate, n my all time fav princess. Future air stewardess katekn, in shaa allah.. Kak doakn :) Hoping to achieve my goals n d bst for my future undrtakings. Akhr kate, dh ckup aq meroyan membebel melalut mngarut kt cni. Tbe msenye jari jemariku brhnti mnari. Gotta go, my microeconomics is waiting for me for so long. Tadaaaa. XOXO, ikin. Tettttt :D


Me n my gorgeous cute daughter !

My 3 princessess, lv dem >.<

L.O.V.E !!

Gorgeous Karambunai